It’s working

After several weeks of vacation mode, I feel rejuvenated. I’ve taken time this summer to sleep in, watch TV, take long walks with Vincent, compose music, ride waterslides with my girls, and sometimes just do absolutely nothing. And no matter what happens during the day, I can always come home and bounce my little trampoline until I feel better. Also, I bought an ocarina! I’m feeling inspired lately. Suddenly, I’m feeling the urge to go back to work. My school year begins in late August, but it’s time to start preparing now.

May you also find what you need this summer.

Big news!

After an extensive search lasting several months, Zanaida has been chosen as the new Music Director at the long-revered Neighborhood Church in Pasadena! This means that she will be leaving a similar position at the Unitarian Universalist Church of Santa Monica, where she has been the music director for the past two years.

“While I will dearly miss the wonderful folks at UUSM, I look forward to the new challenges at my new congregation in Pasadena.  This is an exciting and compelling transition, and I hope to build beautiful things at Neighborhood Church.”

The press release from Neighborhood Church follows below.

Introducing our Newest Music Director!

June 28, 2018

Posted by Taylor Chazan

An Important Announcement from the Music Search Committee

After seven months of working steadily, Neighborhood’s Music Director Search Committee is pleased to announce Dr. Zanaida Robles as Neighborhood Unitarian Universalist Church’s newest Music Director!

Dr. Robles holds a Doctor of Music Arts degree from USC’s Thornton School of Music, a Master of Music degree from Cal State Northridge, a Bachelor of Music degree from Cal State Long Beach, and she is a graduate of the L.A. County High School for the Arts.

Dr. Robles is currently the choral director at Harvard-Westlake Upper School and is coming to us from her soon-to-be former position, as Music Director at the Unitarian Universalist Community Church of Santa Monica.

Dr. Robles is a highly regarded professional musician. She came to us, recommended by Rev. Lissa’s Unitarian Universalist colleagues, and our own Stephen Grimm. Her resume and references were impressive. From the start, with only her credentials, several members of the Search Committee believed that she was a candidate who demonstrated true potential to partner with us, synergistically, to build upon our classical foundation, and to take us beyond to create an exciting musical future for our congregation.

During her in-person interview, Dr. Robles came across as warm, personable and down-to-earth. She demonstrated these qualities, while communicating, to us, her outstanding musicianship and vast knowledge of music history, including classical and contemporary pieces and composers. She demonstrated a sophisticated understanding of the dynamics and nuances of cultural misappropriation and shared our commitment to authentically exploring more diverse genres of music. Throughout the interview, her depth of knowledge and years of experience in music direction radiated in demonstrable emotional and spiritual maturity.

During her interview, Dr. Robles described her journey into music direction as “a call.” She shared openly how she was drawn to Unitarian Universalism and church music ministry, and narrated, for us, how she came to consider and apply for the position at Neighborhood.

In her conducting audition, with the choir, her seemingly naturally-didactic manner was both joyful and invitational. As she led the choir, in music direction, she was precise, methodical, and clear. This supported choir members in feeling relaxed and confident as they executed challenging musical pieces. The choir’s sound quality was notably and dramatically changed over the course of the hour-long audition/rehearsal.

During the portion of the audition where she led the congregation, she helped NUUC’s members “find their voices,” and take on new hymns, from the Singing the Journey hymnal with remarkable results. She presented as a competent and skilled teacher, who pushed us steadily, but gently towards vocal cohesion, and with an interest for us to also explore the spiritual dimensions of the hymns, whether through words or melody.

By the end of the evening of her audition, choir and congregational members, alike streamed out of the sanctuary remarking, “That was fun!”

Dr. Robles and her family reside in Duarte. She has two elementary school-aged daughters and is married to a choral vocalist and musician. Dr. Robles is a spiritual seeker with an Episcopalian background and is eager to find a new spiritual home for her family, including having her children sing in, what we hope will be, Neighborhood’s newest Children’s Choir.

Dr. Robles, Neighborhood Unitarian Universalist Church welcomes you with open arms!

From Our New Music Director Dr. Zanaida Robles

I am thrilled to be joining the team at Neighborhood Church! Many thanks to the search committee and to Stephen Grimm whose encouragement and support were instrumental in my decision to seek employment here. When someone believes in you, you start to believe in yourself. Stephen believed in me, and now I’m coming here, back home to the San Gabriel Valley, preparing to embark on the next chapter of an incredible journey, following a call to music ministry that began 17 years ago right here in Pasadena. I am eager to get to know you. I look forward to hearing your stories and to sharing mine. Most of all, I can’t wait to make music with you! See you in September!

Enough!

For my entire adult life, I’ve been extremely busy. I’ve always had multiple jobs. I’ve always had to drive all over the place for work. I’ve felt guilty for not spending enough time with family. I never seemed to have time to just hang out with folks. Even with a doctorate in music, I sometimes don’t feel that I’ve accomplished enough: I constantly wonder “have I made it?” “Can I afford to feel content?” Add children and a husband to the mix, and now I’m constantly worried about whether THEY have “enough.”

I’ve struggled to battle the lie that there isn’t enough time, there isn’t enough money, there isn’t enough food, there isn’t enough room. This scarcity mentality has been at the root of my perceived need to stay busy. Fear of scarcity has kept me from being generous to myself and to the people I care about. I believe I’ve had enough! I’ve always had enough. I am enough. I know I’ve been blessed, and I intend to celebrate my blessings.

So this summer, I have enough!

I’m taking the time to exercise and make healthier eating choices. I’m taking time to just be at home with my family. I’m taking my money and being strategic with it (not stingy) so I can do nice things for myself and for my loved ones, all summer long. I’m traveling to conferences in Las Vegas and in Portland later this summer, because I refuse to succumb to my fear that I can’t afford the cost or that I can’t afford to spend two weeks away from home for personal and professional enrichment. I’m working with my family to create a more beautiful, more functional, and less cluttered space at home, because I insist there’s enough room for all of us to live peacefully and happily in our shared space.

I’d also like to acknowledge that there are so many people on this earth who truly don’t have enough. There are people with all imaginable needs, and their needs go unmet because of broken systems and stingy, broken people who don’t believe there’s enough of anything for anyone or who are determined to make “enough” for themselves at the expense of everyone else. Stinginess and gluttony are two sides of the same coin: I believe both are driven by the perception of scarcity.

Enough is enough. Period.

May 25 is my birthday!

In honor of this occasion, I’m celebrating 10 people/organizations who, through public service and/or artistry have made a deeply positive impact on me since my last birthday. 


10. Vincent Robles

<–   Duh, he’s my husband.  ❤❤❤

 

9. Morris Robinson

Former football player who is slayin’ the classical singing world with his incredible voice. Uses his FB page as a platform for having dynamic conversations about Black Lives.

 

8. Shawn Kirchner

Composer/Singer who collaborated with my students and me at Harvard Westlake this past April to present one of the most beautiful and artistically satisfying choral performances in my career as a conductor.

 

7. Tonality

The choir that is changing the world.

 

6. Beyonce – Coachella

That is all.

 

5. NANM

The more time I spend with my “aunties and uncles” in this organization, the more my life is blessed.

 

4. Craig Hella Johnson

Conductor of Conspirare. We met briefly when he headlined the regional CCDA conference at CSFU this past fall. His message and his music at the conference were sublime. But to speak to him face to face was a total experience. One could drown in the depth of love and passion he brings to his art form.

 

3. The Weekend

Hip Hop singer/songwriter. I didn’t even really like this artist when I first heard him on the radio a few years ago. But over the last year I’ve become intrigued by the sweet, vulnerable quality of his voice. His song “Pray for Me” which was featured in the movie Black Panther has become a part of my personal inner soundtrack.

 

2. Mornings with Keshawn, Jorge, and LZ

These dudes on this KSPN morning show crack me up on my way to work. Their banter is usually hilarious and often deeply stimulating with regard to social consciousness. Though it’s a sports radio show, they honor musical artists and talk about current events, thereby making me feel connected to the world beyond my little musical sphere.

 

1. J. Michael Walker

Visual artist. His paintings of women of color are simply extraordinary. Every single one of his works is bursting with love and radiance. I have been moved to tears on occasion just by the art he shares on Facebook.

Finding home

On Saturday, April 28 at 7:30pm, I will direct a spring choral concert with the Harvard-Westlake Choirs entitled “I Will Arise.” Joined by composer, singer-songwriter, and folk music expert Shawn Kirchner, we explore the musical intersections between Scotch-Irish, Appalachian, and Black American cultures as we consider what it means to find home within ourselves when circumstances drive us far away from the physical homes we know and love. We learn what enables us to rise and redefine what the word “home” can mean and where home can exist. And we discover what binds us together in our search for that home, that longed-for place of simple beauty and peace and timelessness that frees us from despair, loss, and pain. We consider the colorful poetry of 19th century Irish poet William Butler Yeats as he describes his desire to go to such a place:

I will arise and go now, and go to Innisfree,
And a small cabin build there, of clay and wattles made;
Nine bean-rows will I have there, a hive for the honey-bee,
And live alone in the bee-loud glade.And I shall have some peace there, for peace comes dropping slow,
Dropping from the veils of the morning to where the cricket sings;
There midnight’s all a glimmer, and noon a purple glow,
And evening full of the linnet’s wings.I will arise and go now, for always night and day
I hear lake water lapping with low sounds by the shore;
While I stand on the roadway, or on the pavements grey,
I hear it in the deep heart’s core.

– “The Lake Isle of Innisfree” by William Butler Yeats
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